AFTER A LONG TIME....

ITS BEEN A LONG TIME NOW THAT I AM BLOGGING....WELL!THERE WERE QUITE A LOT MANY THINGS THAT KEPT ME AWAY FROM IT......WELL TO START FROM , MOM N I MET WID AN ACCIDENT LAST MONTH....A SILLY RICKSHAW PULLER DRAGGED US INTO THE TRAFFIC N THEN IN ORDER TO PUSH IT BACK HE ENDED THROWING BOTH OF US ON THE ROAD....I KEPT FINE BUT MOM BROKE HER ARM N THEN SHE HAD TO BE OPERATED......THEN WAS THE TIME FOR MY RESULT.....WELL I THINK THE MONTH OF MAY WAS NOT ALL THAT GOOD FOR ME.....I JUST SCORED 78%....N ONCE THE RESULTS WERE OUT I HAD ANOTHER TENSION WAITING FOR ME.....MY ADMISSION.......WELL!I HAVE MANAGED TO GET A SEAT IN A COLLEGE IN THE FIRST CUT OFF ITSELF BUT I WANTED TO GO FOR B.COM HNS N NOT PASS......LETS SEE IF I CAN MAKE IT BY THE LAST LIST AS THE SECOND ONE ALSO DINT SHOW ANY RESULTS FOR HNS.......BEST OF LUCK TO ME.......

ITS COMING.............

i had never been so tensed in these 17 years,7 months,6 days n __________minutes n seconds.....not even when i hit my friend's head with a brick .....not even when i abused a guy in front of my mom ,waiting for dad to know about it......not even when a creep creature fell on my hand from the wall-the lizard(well, it was a tiny one,but common it was a lizard!!!!!!!!!!!!).......not even when i broke crystal glasses ,the ones that mom loved,however i managed to escape(don't ask me how?)...........not even when i discovered a cockroach in my skirt..........oh! the list is endless.....but this time,I AM ACTUALLY SCARED.....i have my 12 class results to be announced soon....may be the day after......well! i hope to score good,but its better u be scared at times.....hey! all u people out there reading this,plsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss pray for me.........
chalo! i will leave now......even i have to pray for myself..........

RID OF IT....AT LAST....

its been troubling me from quite a long time.....i had long awaited to get rid of it ......n now am actually free n out of this bad habbit of BITING MY NAILS....hahahaha.......yeah !am out of it.....my nails r now longer than my mom's.....she always used to scold me for biting my nails....i had almost spoilt my hands....one could barely see my nails.....but now they look fine.....they look good ......n my hands look cute.......people who use to tease me earlier for my tiny nails are now reluctant to come near me......well!! i have already scrached a few.....hahahahaha.........n bcoz of this my friends no more fight wid me rather encourage me to start biting my nails again...ohoh!!!!well!! is someone afraid of me?

5 days to go.....

well .....am left wid only 5 days for my entrance for bba......i think am all set to give the xam except some maths topics.....oh god!!these topics r bugging me.....they r not as simple as they seem to be.......these ALLIGATION N MIXTURE r mixing up everything..........PIPES N CISTERNS-these pipes r choked n choking me too......CLOCKS seem to b moving too fast....ohhhhh!!!!!! somebody get me out of here...........well!!!! i have 5 days na?....let me see wat i can do?

Am a new blogger.....

well!!this is my second blog in one day....i don't know wat am gonna write in this one but am enjoying writing......it feels good....i know understood y my bro n my father kept on telling me to write daily....well!!JAHAN JAGO WAHIN SAWERA...hahaha.....am in a very strange mood these days.....keep on murmuring to myself.....have a different outlook these days....wanna talk a lot but have no words ......wanna outsrip all but have no strength.....maybe thats the tension for my result.....well i have my fingers crossed.....i hope i get wat i want.....lets see where i go..........

A Nightmare

I was so happy.....the first individual trip.....no restrictions from parents....an excursion wid friends......it was in class 8th that i went on a school trip to Udaipur.....it was all so exciting......we boarded the bus from the school to reach the railway station.....as i entered the bus a guy, whom i had never seen in those 8 years in the school,passed me a smile n i passed it back to him....it was all new for me n so i was enjoying all that.....the bus was fully loaded wid abt 30 students n their luggage....there wasn't an inch to move here n there....i managed to get a space for myself n my luggage.....the bus started n i got lost to my own tunes .....then suddenly i heard a creak n fell on my luggage right in front of me.... the driver had pushed the break as we reached the station....the teacher instructed all of us to move together.....we reached the train....the boys were given the extreme most coaches n the gals were to be in the middle ones.....as i entered from one of the gates passing from one of the extremes the same guy again passed me a smile n i did the same.....after a 1 n a 1/2 day long journey we reached our destination.....we were to stay in the grand UMAID BHAVAN PALACE.......after freshning up we came for the breakfast n i again met the same boy n to my surprise this time he proposed to me....i was shocked....i said nothing n went from there....he kept on asking me for my ans 4 another day n i still said nothing ......then,once we were going for a movie to the theatre in the palace itself....i was walking rather slow than others as my foot was injured.....the guy pulled me to a corner n tried to touch me at some really personal places...i somehow managed to escape .....i was so terrified that i talked to nobody abt this....i did tell it to one of my cousins after sometime....but his thoughts still haunt me....